Prominent Zimbabwean socialite and entrepreneur, Felistas Murata popularly known as Mai Titi has posted a suicidal note similar to that of the late South African singer Ricky Rick.
In a lengthy Facebook post, Mai Titi thanked all her supporters for always supporting her during the good and bad times.
At the end of the post, Mai Titi wrote : “I WILL RETURN STRONGER THAN EVER”
Below is the full note:
.”Good morning fam .
I want to thank you all for being a part of my journey since you started knowing me till date . You been with me when I was down and under . When I was rising and achieving you celebrated with me . You cried with me in my pains and laughed along with me in my joyful moments.
It takes a lot to carry a heavy load but still move nomatter how heavy and it takes a lot to smile even when you are in the deepest pain but I have managed to maintain it though it’s very hard .
There was a time when I was hurt and would come and cry infront of you so that you see my pain but I realized in this world even when you are broken the most , nobody cares , because everyone is going through staff . Some die silently , some speak out , some commit suicide, some take their frustrations on some just to ease their pains , some run mad and end up in the streets . That made me stronger and that taught me ,you don’t live for people but you live for you .
You might try to please them , to show them how nice you are , to help them, do everything for them but they will still refuse to appreciate you and you can’t force them to . They choose to believe what they want even when they know the truth , they will still choose a lie .
I have done my part and I tap myself on my back and say I’m proud of me because if I had fallen into everything that life was throwing at me . I would have gone a long time ago.
I turned so many painful moments into joy , my misfortunes into success, my heartbreaks into songs , my condition into inspiration and that I am proud of . I did not give up so soon because I did not want to be called a Failure.
I have been a fighter all my life , standing up for myself and what I believe in because I have walked the journey of abuse for a longtime . The moment I stepped out ,I told myself nobody will ever treat me like trash ever again .
I love myself so much and I do not wish to be somebody but I wish to be the best of me all the way .
I want to tell you something when I still can .
It might take forever for you to find happiness so make every moment count . You might say maybe in the future but hey who knows there might be no future for you so live now .
I nolonger play pity parties for people to feel for me but I now embrace pain and turn it into something useful.
I appreciate you for following me throughout and surely I know I taught you one or / 2 .
NEVER GIVE UP.
I love you .
I WILL RETURN STRONGER THAN EVER.
