Veteran urban grooves singer Ngoni Kambarami has opened up about the difficulties he faces as a musician living abroad, admitting that he frequently thinks about quitting music altogether.
In an interview on the Diaspora Conversations podcast hosted by journalist Stanley Kwenda, the “Zvaunondiita So” star, who is now based in Northern Ireland, said relocating to the UK six years ago completely disrupted his music career.
Kambarami revealed that to survive, he has taken on different jobs including truck driving, care work, picking and forklift operating.
“Almost every day I feel like walking away from music. I even write draft retirement statements, but there’s always something that keeps me from letting go,” he said.
The singer also reflected on the discouraging reality of low turnout at shows and limited online engagement with his new music compared to his earlier hits that once dominated charts back home.
“Sometimes you perform for a very small crowd, and it makes you question whether people still remember you or if you’re doing enough,” he explained.
Despite the setbacks, Kambarami remains determined not to give up completely. He said his journey abroad, including moving his family between England and Northern Ireland, has taught him perseverance and humility.
“I’ve learned to adapt and keep going. Even though things are tough, I still believe I can make a comeback one day,” he added.
